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Missy,

Seems like it happens to many of us that way. I can remember knowing that I loved women as far back as age five. But everyone is different. I know this because I have heard so many stories from other women via the online lesbian group that I founded.

The most important thing is that you are true to yourself. I know that sounds corney, but it may be the most important rule in life that you will ever follow.

Have had the same sort of event in my life. My best friend and I suddnely embraced and kissed and that was all it took. I dated her for 2 years and suddenly she “turned off” her love for me. I think it was just a game she played with my heart but I knew I could never leave her.
We are still best friends to this day by the good grace that I am a most forgiving person but if ever asked about the 2 years we spent she is null and void.
Maybe she just needed an emotional escape? Who knows? She had jsut gotten out of an abusive relationship with a man she married. All I can say is that she is the one person that opened my eyes wide and made me realize that I too was destined to lead a bit more interesting life.
and yes, I am still searching for another “melonie” but as of yet have not found a suitable counterpart. I am lonely as hell and confused beyond belief but I know that someday i will have happiness again.