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i am feeling so alone. wishing i had her arms wrapped around me. little kisses in my forehead. her cheeks caressing my face. her lips slowly moving toward my own. her tongue demanding access. me denying it (teasing) then parting for her welcome intrusion. hands caressing my back, then holding my arms firm, posessively, letting me know i belong, that i always will belong. hands moving across my chest, my breasts being cupped and played with while her tongue still holds my own a prisoner. i wish for her fingers to play with my nipples, to make them slowly go hard, until i moan into her mouth for her to touch me, for her to TAKE ME once and for all. i am wishing and dreaming of sexual intimacy. for a meeting of skin, mind and soul. am not surprised at the boldness in my fantasy. i’ve wanted it for a long time. but with her, i find it could feel just right. that i could let go and allow myself to feel without fearing a loss. ’cause it would mean that much to me. one night, a few minutes with someone i truly desire. i’d give anything for her to want me as much. i’d give anything to have “IT” (the true IT, whatever IT is) for just one night. and that all of IT be shared, feelings and sensations, reciprocate…true connection, just one time. i wish i wasn’t as far from you, in distance or thoughts.