2004
YOU
I saw you again in my dreams can’t get you out of my mind.
I am troubled by the fact that I want this “us” so bad that I can’t seem to think for myself.
All I think about is you, holding me, touching my very soul.
I know that our feelings have not yet bloomed but I also know that they will someday. I just don’t know if I can take it much more. My feelings are about to explode.
I want you as part of my life. I want you in my heart as a whole. I have only one wish and that is to be with you.
I am your butch you are my femme. You are my strength and I am you ear to bend. We together are more than friends. We are soulmates and it is where it begins.
Lying beside you head to head on the couch night after night, sleeping ’till wee hours then watching you leave in what almost seems daylight.
I want you to know that no matter how long it takes, no matter where it may end I love you my soulmate, my lover, my friend.
