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your anger pierced my ears

like the needle that deflated my heart

which once held such love

for the one i had wished for

a fallen star with a low self-esteem

so young and vulnerable

that’s what was left of me

once i had been thrown to the gutter

just rubbish as your words

lies of the blinded

you put me up high

upon a pedestal

i was the angel of strength

given in order for you to survive

hurt, loss and life

stepping out to prove you’re strong

hiding the tears

shed over the one who took your heart

returned in pieces

only to refelct what was shared

too late you looked into the mirror

recognising yourself as well

who opened her up

drowning memories kept

unsalvageble form the ruins

a rocky road that’s misty

no light at the other end

darkness on the past

as you blew out the candle

giving up and dismissing

no lines open for communication

the door is now shut

unable to deal

hey or maybe you

not the same

rebellion and your thirst for experience

taught tough love by a wiser source

not young enough to have been the right choice

ensureing knowledge of gossip

which falls upon deaf ears

overwhelmed by guilt

done not on purpose but out of fear

anxiety of the future

in the end unresolved

who’s lost

too many chances wasted

thinking of insects crawling back

which are crushed under the your big black boots

a false mask of toughness

changed not for the better

it’s not a win-win situation

which will repeat until eyes are opened wide

enough to admit sadness

claimed to have already battled and won

gotten over the meaningless

it is just the beginning for a teen

you tasted the leather that you’ll lick

smart mouthed

to have spoken words for effect

causing no reaction to those who already know

no secret anymore

given up on the fight

realizing the loss

make up