2005
Change Is Good!
Hi all, it has been a while since I last posted. Been very busy. I have even started fulfilling one of my life’s dreams. I am taking guitar lessons! Woo Hoo! My teacher says I should have been a child prodigy and that I have a natural talent that I am unleashing that should have been dealt with years ago. Who knows, maybe one day I can open for Tori Amos! *growls and drools at the mere mention of her name* Anyways, I was checking out the topics for the month and I decided to answer #3. It pertains a bit to why I have been distant lately. Here goes:
The one thing I would like to change about myself is the endless battle of being run over like a lost puppy by alpha females!
Yes, that’s right! I am nothing more than jell-o when it comes to a more dominant female. I get wound up so hard in them that I sometimes feel ashamed to even move without permission.
I am in love with a much more alpha woman than myself but after getting to the point we were at with each other and the realization that I was distancing myself from all I took a step up and said “NO MORE!”
It is better now, we are finally becoming equals and her whole fear of me “doing something she didn’t want me to without her” is now null and VOID!
I love her but she will NOT rule my life like that!
Truly, communication on both sides is key and becoming a bolder, less Omega person is a lesson well learned for me!
I guess this post was kind to the point. I did find something to change or that I wanted to change and I have already started the process. Good luck in all your endeavors and may mine not backfire into a big bowl of jell-o
bass guitar music read.
I learnt to play guitar and piano by ear.
I thought that to play by eye was **cool**.
In my neighbourhood there was nobody to teach me bass guitar music read.
If you’re in the same boat you can easily teach yourself bass guitar music read.