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First of all I want to thank KMae for reading my blog and sending me a comment. It has definitely inspired me to continue with my story.

Now, to answer the questions. 1. Did psycho girl freak? She freaked beyond anyway a psycho could ever freak. Let me go back a little to clue you in on psycho girls and the husband’s reactions. As I said in the last post, regardless of my insane relationship with psycho girl and knowing I had no feelings for her in anyway whatsoever. I remained with her and was faithful.

Now, Kelly being a friend to both of us and seeing, and sometimes having to getting involved and trying to talk to psycho girl during bad situations. Kelly came to the conclusion that psycho girl was way out of control. (which I have tried to tell Kelly on several occasions). The night that Kelly and I stayed all night at the hotel and we were on our way home the next morning. She said “we have to go home right now and tell my husband and psycho girl” Kelly knew how I felt about cheating and messing with peoples hearts. I remember she told me that that was one of the qulities that attracted her to me. The plan was to get home and Kelly would go upstairs and tell her husband and I would go downstairs and tell psycho girl. Now mind you Kelly was doing all this planning. If it were up to me I would have much rather ran away and hid. Don’t get me wrong it wasn’t that I was scared of psycho girl or Kelly’s husband because believe you me I wasn’t. As Kelly said another thing that attracted her to me was how I was quiet and had this mean look always on my face and that poeple were afraid to approach me. I don’t know why I
was the way I was, it was just me. I know I had a bad temper and was hot blooded. Guess
that’s the Puerto Rican in me. Let me get back to the plan so we pulled up to the apartment complex we got out. Kelly went upstairs and I went in my back door. Lo and behold there stood psycho girl with smoke coming out of her nose, ears, and ass. She went to town I couldn’t understand a word she was yelling at me let alone tell her about Kelly and me. While this was going on I heard loud noises from upstairs then I heard a door slam and someone coming downstairs. Lo and behold I turned around and there came Kelly in my back door. Now I’ll tell you one thing I stood there shocked and paralyzed. The only thing I could think was she already told her husband and here I stood looking stupid and couldn’t get a word in edgewise with psycho girl. I thought oh shit!!! Now Kelly is going to freak on me and start screaming and yelling, being that was what I was used to psycho girl doing. Let me tell you something about Kelly ever since I met her, I have never seen her mad or yell. She always had a smile on her face and a nice thing to say to everybody. So this is what happened next psycho girl, walked out of the kitchen and Kelly worded to me with her lips “did you tell her” all I could do was look at her with loving puppy dogs eyes and nod no. Now this may not seem real but do you know what she words with her lips next? “Do you want me to tell her?” All I could do is with the same loving puppy dog eyes nod yes and think GOD I LOVE THIS WOMAN!!!!! So being the chicken I was I sat outside and smoked a cigarette while Kelly now told psycho girl. Kelly’s husband didn’t know she was gay and didn’t believe it, he said she was lying that it wasn’t me she was in love with it was my Uncle who at the time was staying with me. Oh yeah and by the way Kelly’s husband is now known as psycho husband. (lmfao) Psycho girl swore up and down that Kelly and I have been carrying on with this affair for quite some time now. Kelly as calm, caring, and understanding tried to remind psycho girl of the type of person I was and how she knew I would have not cheated on her, and that is why she was telling her now because it just happened last night. For a while after that it was a little ugly dealing with psycho girl and psycho husband but we survived. I remember a few incidents where I almost became Psycho me and kicked psycho girl and psycho husbands ass. I must honestly say Kelly was the most calmest and level headed one during those times. Kelly and I dealt with everything and we truly understood why they were acting that way, of course it hurts when someone tells you something like what Kelly told them. AS I said the human heart is not a thing to play with, but as Kelly said she thought about what the outcome was going to be if she told me how she felt about me, and she knew it was going to hurt psycho girl and psycho husband. But more importantly she knew that we were destined to be together, and that my reader friends was 13 years ago. SOUL MATE or NOT? I would like to hear the answers from all who read my post what do you think ?