About Her

BarbaraRyan: <a href="http://thelesbianlifestyle.com/2008/11/04/femme-from-where-this-butch-stands/#comment-3790" title="View the entire comment by BarbaraRyan">Hi Dirt, Thanks for a wonderful
goldstardyke: <a href="http://thelesbianlifestyle.com/2008/11/20/need-your-suggestions/#comment-3789" title="View the entire comment by goldstardyke">@Tina - HA! Good one!
Tina-cious.com: <a href="http://thelesbianlifestyle.com/2008/11/20/need-your-suggestions/#comment-3788" title="View the entire comment by Tina-cious.com">How about: Open Useful Criticism Here
goldstardyke: <a href="http://thelesbianlifestyle.com/2008/11/21/blog-something-she-said/#comment-3787" title="View the entire comment by goldstardyke">Two little words. My Heart. It
sugar_baby: <a href="http://thelesbianlifestyle.com/2004/09/28/female-masculinity/#comment-3786" title="View the entire comment by sugar_baby">I have to say I

Aug
2005

I fell for her when I was fifteen, before I had any idea what “lesbian” meant and before I had ever really talked to her.

She rode back into my life after a four year absence in enough time to shake me awake from my foolish dream that maybe my then-partner would stop cheating on me and stop abusing me. She came on strong as the Protective Best Friend. She restored my confidence. And I fell in love with her again.

She taught me what passion felt like, what true love looked like, and she gave me more than I ever thought I deserved. I didn’t just love her; I adored her.

We fell apart over a year ago. War changes a person and she ended our relationship before I had to deal with the fallout. But I still love her. I’m still in love with her. I always will be in love with her. There are no other women for me. Only her. My heart is a casualty of war.