2006
written ramblings
my breasts are unsupported, free-styling under a lime green Bonds singlet
i have not heard from you in seven and a half hours
toenails unpainted and short
underarm hair uncut
the warm grass from the suns rays tickles in-between my toes
shoulder’s freckled and brown
hair is a mess and in need of some Fudge color
my garden isn’t big enough for a long walk
i need colorful paint and felt-tips to draw an un-thought picture
craving cups of Chai tea with stimulation conversation and words
books are untidy and in piles around me
my glasses frame is in my peripheral vision noticeable
the concrete path outside warms the soles of my bare feet
i want to tell you about my day
my ears ringing from distant voices
the orange band from my undies sneak out from under my jeans
unwritten letters lay unaddressed on my desk
logic isn’t required when ones own understanding is enough
words fall on deaf ears
ghosts of relationships past haunt my ever move
wisdom enters my conscience as thoughts form in need of discussion
sour milk dries inside my mouth
i am sitting cross-legged in front of you listening
eyes feel heavy from lack of sleep and interrupted nights
do i write in invisible from your diary?
can i guess what you feel and say before you do?
silence falls
