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I recently (4 days ago) met a girl through the personals site “Lesbians Everywhere.” Like every other girl I have ever dated/been seriously involved with, she is 2 1/2 years younger than I am. I’m 22, she’s 19. She’s a virgin. It actually excites me to think that she may give me her virginity. That’s something special, you know? Something you save for the right person–or in theory anyway.My mom has been warning me about moving too fast and getting too attached. It’s been 4 days and I can’t stop thinking about the girl. I do have a tendency to jump in head first. But this girl and I really click. I’ll call her giggle bunny, GB for short. We have a lot in common, we like to do the same things, she’s out of the closet which is a MAJOR plus and she’s beautiful.

Last night we started teasing each other..asking sexual questions. It’s good to know things like that. (Did I mention we haven’t met?) So the talk of sex got us both riled up and she is living 65 miles away from me in Atlanta…so I couldn’t drive down there at the time. It turned to phone sex quickly…but it took 4 hours to build up to it.

I am a shy person. I can do anything in the sack, but if you want me to talk dirty? Forget it. I freeze. I get all unsure of myself. I can type about it all day long, but I can’t verbalize it. So of course, the phone sex was awkward.

What are some of your opinions on phone sex. Is talking the entire time absolutely necessary? This was a hour and a half moan-a-thon. It worked for us. But I still think phone sex is weird. Its awkward for me, enjoyable, but awkward. Last night was my first time having phone sex.

So GB and I won’t get to meet for another 12 days. And I can’t WAIT. I don’t agree with my mom that I’m jumping in too easily. It’s not like we’re saying “I love you,” already. And we’re not moving in together. So what’s the big deal? What’s wrong with being seriously interested in someone after 4 days…or having phone sex with her?

So I’m a bit enamoured with her–after knowing her for 4 days. -sigh- I just can’t help myself.