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MSN CONVERSATION —— (information of the other party undisclosed to protect her identity)…. says:
sure… hey, u sound like u’re in love man! ur msn nick tells it all.

you’re irresistible says:
hee.. *coughs coughs*

…. says:
why so shy..? shy la! how u met him

you’re irresistible says:
hmm wait.. you’re a very devoted christian right?

…. says:
ya… i think so…

you’re irresistible says:
hahaha.. i see…..what do you think of homosexuality then?

…. says:
it’s wrong lor.. chances ah.. there are driving insecurities and loneliness in a person therefore he/she rejects himself/herself for who she/he is
and turn to become something that he/she is not
alot of such people have very deep rejection and insecurities
they have very deep denial issues
they can look very cool on outside la.. but mostly
when u get to know them more..
they are crying out for love to satisfy a deep hole that they create through their self rejection
as in too deep? u understand what i say?

you’re irresistible says:
hmmm im listening
do you know some people like them?
because you mentioned “when you get to know them more”

…. says:
ya… they are not v happy people
some of them – girls (lesbians) are in relationships w girls

you’re irresistible says:
well..not all straight people are happy right?? haha…..
so homosexuals have no right to be unhappy? lol…..
sorry i personally know many friends like this and im kinda on their side

…. says:
not tat… its really stems from the fact tat they cannot accept who they really are..
and want to change…
i have friends
i am on their side too
to really face the issue
and not run and hide to be someone that they are not
tat to me is truly sad

you’re irresistible says:
what if it’s someone they are?

…. says:
well, like it or not. nature has chosen they are males
the organs tell so
or females, the organs tell so
most of the females reject their femininity and want to be male because of certain rejections
trust me… if u objectively look at them, there are reasons why they chose to live in a certain bubble
some of them don trust man

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and then she had to go. argh. dont get me wrong she’s a really nice person!! in fact she helped me out a lot voluntarily when I was in the shittiest period of my life. I owe her a lot. but for that to come out from her….. I don’t know lah. I guess I’m not surprised! think I’ll either ask e lsa tips for dealing with such people since i suck at it!! or just shrug it off the next time I see such people. hmmmmm. we’ll see.