Feb
2008
13

I would gladly give up

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If I had one more day with you I would tell you I love you a thousand times. I would hug you over and over again. Taking in the smell of your hair, the feel of your body against mine, and the feeling only you could give my heart. I would tell you I’m sorry. I would ask you for forgiveness knowing that the rest of our lives would be lead without one another. I would show you my tears, hand over my truths, and make you read me a chapter out of our favorite book.

If I had one more day I would share my future with you. Since the moment we met my life has always included you, my dreams have always been surrounded by your smile. I would tell you of our travels, and fill you in on all the inside jokes we would never make. I would hold your hand and remind you over and over again what an amazing woman you are. I would tell you that your heart is the most amazing heart I have ever come to know. I would sing to you. I would sing all the songs that remind me of you and do all I could to hold back my tears.

“I love you.” I would say it, but it would never be enough. As the day came to a close I would kiss you and do my best to make you feel all that I feel through our lips. I would run my fingers across your cheek and down your neck. I would slip my hand up your shirt and bask in the sound as you took a quick breath. I would promise you forever and swear to you that there will never be another woman that will ever have my heart. Because if I had one more day I would give all that I am to you. I would stand before the heavens and declare my undying love for you.

From the moment I met you you were the only one. You are all that I see even now that you are gone. My heart has found things to pass the time, but it will never love again the way it loved you. For one more day with you I would gladly give up the rest of my life. I have come to realize that it is nothing without you.

S

beautiful and real. thank you for the inspiration of your love.
Jan

by Jan on February 13th, 2008 at 10:16 pm

Tragic!
exquisite!
God, I wish you still had her!

by KMae on February 14th, 2008 at 12:52 pm

Very moving and real. Thank you for sharing this.

by Angie on February 15th, 2008 at 11:06 am

i feel it too… ur words just spoke what my heart feels too. Time is a healer, believe me it is. be strong.. u are the strongest force in all of this.
Cheers to wonderful and true words.

by LQ on February 16th, 2008 at 12:00 am

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