2008
Go ahead, Cheat on!
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Odd title, I know… But it will be explained…
So… as we all know, I am a lesbian (hence the writing in the TLL blog? Yeah.) But, I apparently wanted to take a chance on a man… and a very screwed-up one at that. For one, he was a drug-dealing alcoholic… For two? He was ugly.. But, maybe I’m only saying that because I’m gay.
Anywho, I basically had a 6-month LONG-DISTANCE relationship with this man. And, of course, he cheated. And that’s where this blog is supposed to end, right?
Wrong. Because I was RELIEVED when he cheated.
See, he had a bad habit of “forgetting” to call me when he was actually drunk, and trying to pimp ugly women. Sorry, but it’s the gospel truth, kids.
So basically, I would cry myself to sleep every night— being the pathetic little girl I acted like at that time. And then I found out he cheated, which made me so happy, I just had to dance around the house. A lot.
Because you know what that meant??? FREEDOM. I no longer had to call his house with his answer machine replying. I no longer had to restrict myself from looking at a girl. No longer.
I had freedom.
So basically, all I say is… Go ahead! Cheat on! I don’t care, because now I’m free.
And you’re just a man who all my friends refer to in swearing and cussing.
And I want all the girls out there to realize that cheating/break-ups can lead to really good things. it means to cleanse yourself of a destructive person in your life.
Done.
I had something similar happen to me. I was upset at first, but then I realized that I was alone. And that I could be who I really am, not who others expect me to be.
Sweet, sweet freedom! It’s an amazing thing.
Lumina