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I lost you to me
and I’ll never be able to forgive myself
for loving you
because you took with you all that was good in me
That laugh only you could get out of me
The trust I could only seem to give to you
I look at your footprints
and as I see them walking away I can’t help but see all the pieces of me
My heart is still tripping over your absence
My mind hates my heart for ever saying I love you
The battle rages on even though I haven’t seen you for years
And no
it doesn’t matter what they all said
time has not mended nor even come close to any sort of healing this wound
Because it’s always been you
Any other love would seem foreign
and therefor not any sort of love at all
It was never about only giving away my heart once
Although I know that is what happened now
Because now each day is with you but without you
Each night is one that could have been spent with you
And the word alone has nothing on the wordless emotions inside of me
To say without you I’m less alive is an understatement
With you you took all that was good in me
My courage
My passion
My muse
To explain it to you would be to say I am alone in a world that is nothing but white
But you aren’t here
My eyes will never look upon your smile again
And I’m not even sure
if the me that’s left would even see you the same
Because there is nothing good in me
There is no love left inside this heart
You cannot reopen a wound never closed
You took the best of me
and now all I’m left with is this empty heart