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Ok, so me and my ex have been hanging out a lot. Like I said in the previous blogs, everything was cool…. Until now she starts to argue with me. She picks on me for any little thing and it’s terribly exhausting. I don’t have the tolerance for this anymore. I told her that “friends’ don’t argue… at least like this. I mean she is arguing with me over our past relationship and basically projecting all of her frustrations on me and our past relationship stuff and I am not understanding why. It brings back horrible memories of our relationship. She basically is telling me how shitty I was and how could I do this and that. Of course, I don’t want to hear these things b/c we are friends now and I don’t think that it’s fair for me to hear all of this bullshit. So, I basically told her that if she wants to continue to hang out then this arguing bullshit needs to stop b/c I cannot do it.

Like a dumb ass, I am right back over her house tonight. I don’t feel good being over here anymore and I feel really out of place, even as a friend. You ask, why do I keep putting up with her bullshit and I ask myself the same thing. This by far is the most uncomfortable feeling by far. I mean who invites someone to go over their house and leaves to talk on the phone over and over again. I mean if it were all about that, then I would have just stayed home, I don’t mind. Anyways, well I know at least for now I cannot hang out with her b/c I am starting to feel like I am being used. She wanted me to be there for her and we didn’t argue when she was feeling down and now that she is up and running again, she talks shit to me and makes me feel really uncomfortable.