2009
I’m a broken mess
I was dateing this girl I felt was perfect for me. I’m a libra and she’s a pisces.. Well basically I fell head over heels for her and she broke my heart. I don’t know how to feel anymore, everything was going so well. So I asked her why she left and she just said,”we were getting too close and I don’t want to be hurt again”. So I told her to not compare me to the rest that have played her and idk I just didn’t feel like it was fair for her to have left me like that.. And whenever we try to solve our problems she’d end up making me feel like I’m a horrible person for soaking her in my attention.. I still care about her a lot but.. Pursuing what I know I damn right cannot attain nor ever understand, but stubbornly continue despite all the known reasons why I shouldn’t.. I’m just crying now..
