Mary Jane

Mar
2009

Mary Jane

No, I am not speaking of a beautiful woman, unfortunately. I’m talkin about the green stuff that is supposedly a “natural anti-depressant”. Ugh. Please. Yeah, along with lack of any wit and/or function. You’re a complete MORON when you’re on it, and it’s just awful. Makes your throat hurt, too.

Along with you, you also lose all your good friends, the ones that were there for you, who supported you. Who loved you.

So, from no family and good friends, I have no family and shitty friends. Don’t get me wrong–I HAVE a family, I just can’t be myself around them. In Chi-town, I could actually TALK to my parents. I still call them, just because I miss them so much.

You know what else I miss? Having WOMEN around! I have no female communion anymore, and I have this “pretty” boyfriend, who turns out, as my best friend warned me, is a complete low-life.

Now I want out. I don’t want this boy, I don’t want weed, I don’t want to live HERE in Texas anymore, and I KNOW I should’ve stayed in school IN Chicago…

I know I’m ranting and whining, but I could really use some help here. Some kind of ‘support’; not asking you to support my weed-smoking, just…you know.

Thanks.

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by dancer_inbarefeet on March 19th, 2009 at 6:37 PM

You’re on the right track. That stuff makes you lazy, fat, and paranoid. Call the parental units, confess your error and ask if they can help you get a fresh start back home. Get back in school and focus on your education. Once you start returning to the “real” you, the other relationships will fall right back into place. ALl the best!

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by Sinnerviewer on March 20th, 2009 at 6:22 AM

I agree. pot is what is allowing you to stick it out in and bear what does not sound like your life in TX.
I drank heavily when i was with guys and in thde straight world. hating it and unhappy i quit drinking and after a while i created my own life, came out, a bunch of other positive stuff.
quit sedating yourself, ranting to cope and get back into living your life.

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by jeanofarc on March 20th, 2009 at 10:39 AM

@Sinnerviewer – You misunderstand. I’m living with my “other” parents in Texas. And what I meant by staying in school in Chicago was that I should not have dropped out in the first place, and I should’ve stayed with my dad in Chicago.
But thanks. :]

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by Tabby on March 21st, 2009 at 11:28 AM

I really can’t say much, as I like to indulge in the ganja, but it’s different when you’re doing it from a place you like as opposed to a place you dislike. I used to live in Texas; what region are you located in, if you don’t mind me asking? I myself got tired of living there and moved to Kentucky on about two weeks notice. If you need someone to chat with about life in general, please feel free to email me.

molly.snicklefritz@gmail.com

Take care.

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by Chelsea on March 21st, 2009 at 4:34 PM

Am very greatful whn i saw ur content, it make me at home but the problem is how to get intouch with u. I love ur type u are human! GOD wil always be wit u all the time to guide and protect u amen.

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by From chibby on March 26th, 2010 at 10:29 PM