2009
To The Love of My Life
You may not have me physically but you have my heart and soul.
Now is all we have.
We should not waste what we have.
I’m your’s forever and always.
Please forgive me for my bluntness and for saying things that maybe misleading.
Please forgive me for all my worrying for that is who I am.
If I did not worry I would not care about people.
They may call me crazy and even stupid.
But they will never understand anything.
They will never understand the way you make me feel.
I never needed sugar when I have you.
You make me happy enough to annoy the hell out of my friends.
There are times when I need you and you always are there.
You know what to say and when to say it.
I love the sound of your voice.
It warms my toes.
The things that has happened to me has made me think.
No matter how bad things got for me all I needed to do is to think of you and all my fears would be gone.
When I was with someone else all I could think about was you.
I could not give my heart to that person because it was not mine to give.
It still belonged to you.
There were times when I tryed to hate you but I could not.
Because my heart would not let me.
We all have a future.
I hope that you will see that I want you in my future.
You are all I see and all I want.
Where I am at and what I am doing is to help me get to you.
I know I what to spend my life with you.
Because all I can think of is you.
You are the one who makes me the happiest I have been.
We have had our ups and downs but i still want to be the one for you to turn to and that you love.







Wow that’s really lovely, just wish the love of my life didn’t leave me x