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so i’m having a lil problem… ppl telling me that i can’t love… or i’m too young to love anyone… but this girl means more to me than anything…

read this poem i wrote about her after we broke up….

guess this is ashley, pushed away everybody now i’m my only friend and my worst enemy, or iz this jordie? i sit here writin this an all i can do is think iz maybe, u kno, maybe this iz it… i’m lost in myself i guess, just another body, i’m not me, i am just another body, i’m breathing but i’m not alive, i miss the feeling where i actually believed that i could fly, now i’m grounded, my wings are broken, and i can’t, can’t shake this feeling, if this is love then where r the butterflies in my stomach, y don’t i feel like i’m in heaven, shit this ain’t cloud 9, this don’t even feel like 7… forever in search of who iz forever me, forever ashley or jordie, but it’s hard cuz u took the best of me
guess this is ashley.. i need a break from being me, it’s hard to break away from the memories that was you and me… i sit in silence but it’s so damn loud, the darkness around me iz blockin every other sound but my own voice calling out to me, am i that crazy? fuck it, i’m losin a whole lotta sleep, but i’m scared of my dreams cuz that’s where i wanna be… blinded by ur smile.. tho it’s been a while, it’s still captures me, to c the look in ur eyes… guess this is jordie… or whoeva the hell this iz or wanna be.. forever in search of who iz forever me, forever ashley or jordie, but it’s hard cuz u took the best of me
wat do u think? is it love or just infatuation?