2009
saved my life
If loving you was wrong, I couldnt have been wronger
The love that was supposed to break me only made me stronger
U were supposed to be my future my forever and a day
Now Im trying to put back the pieces u left here in dismay
I thought we would be different, thought that we would last
Thought we would defy gravity, rise above our past
I should b bitter, hurt and even mad as hell
For I was caught up too long in your love’s spell
Some lessons dont come easy I’ve learned to let it go
And when it starts to get hard I wont let emotions show
I should b devastated and still up at night crying over you
Thats what everyone else does but I just refuse too
My love for you didnt leave the day you walked away from me
so I wont sit here and act like there was never a you, nor us, or we
I wont down play you when my friends mention your name
Even if you dont wish me well, I will not do the same
I choose to use our situation as a source for inspiration
And for all my future success, Ill make sure to give you a dedication
See instead of hating you, I jus choose to acknowledge your reason
You werent meant to be a lifetime, you just out grew your season
I wont be mad and I wont dwell on the memories of us
and I wont even confuse your love for me as lust
I just see now that we were two different pages
Our love was not synced we were at two different phases
So instead of blaming you, I guess I should be thanking you for this pain
Because without you I would have never seen the the sunlight after the rain
I thank you for being the biggest blessing in disguise
That night you saved my life and you didnt realize
So in my first book Ill be sure to write
you saved my life love when u left that night
Guest Post Sent In From: Shawn D
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