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I’m nervous. Is this real? Am I falling for a woman? Someone whom I thought was only my friend… why do I feel this way? We kissed…and I liked it… wish i had worn my cherry chapstick…. holy shit…. I like girls!

My name is Lauren and I have been out for about 3.5 years now and have been amazingly happy ever since.

I’m currently in a relationship and I will admit it has been a rocky road, but we have stuck together through it all. She is older than me, well, in numbers a lot older than me, by 20 years to be exact, but I don’t care. She is fun, funny, smart, caring, loving, and an awesome partner.

It is funny how relationships go. I step back sometimes and think, would i be better off going back to men? But then I think about everything that goes past talking with a guy and go back to that cringe I got every time I had sex with a male. I know that is harsh, but I cant help what my body is telling me. Not just my heart, but my damn body!

So here I am. 24, figuring out what my life has in store for me, and ready for the adventure to come. And damnit, I hope its an awesome adventure!

So, I end my first blog with this quote that I live by, well, at least try to live by:

“All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become.” – Buddha

Me: I need to work on what this quote says… I must believe that I am beautiful, and that I am strong. Because the woman I want to be, is that, and then some….