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Ok so the thing is of course, i am a lesbian and im wanting to have a baby. I mean I want to have a baby really bad. Everybody around me is having babies or they are pregnant and thats making me want one even more. Now I dont want one because everybody else has one. Im not that kind of girl but I do love babies so much. I dont even know why I am wanting a baby so bad right now. I have so many things going through my mind. For one I am single and I just got out a year and a half relationship. I still talk to the girl and I am still so much in love with her. We just have so many problems. When we were together she always talked about us having a family together and she loves kids. Shes very good with her nieces and nephews. When I think about having a family I always see it being with her and no one else. I know she would support me and take care of me and the baby but im just not sure if  I should be with her right now.

I have a job and Im almost done with beauty school and im 19. I dont have the money to adopt or go to a sperm donor. So I was reading on the internet about this thing called the turkey baster method and its an at home method. I also talked to an older woman who knew a gay guy couple that did it for a straight couple and she said it worked. But as I was reading it over the internet some people were saying that its not safe.

I want to know what you guys honestly think. Leave me comments.