2010
What is love?
Ive been hurt by so many girls. Its ridiculous. I was single for year at one point. Dated around here and there. Then I met this girl and I just knew she was the love of my life. I had never felt this way about any girl. After a while things began to go downhill as they always do and they got worse and worse. I tried to fix things for about 9 months and she was stressing me so much. I didnt want to be with her because she was hurting me (emotionally) but my heart wanted her so bad. I started thinking “maybe its my fault why shes treating me this way” but no its not. I cant make someone be mean to me and not show me they love me. So i left her. Guess what? My heart still wants her love. I know she loves me but she doesnt know how to love. I want to teach her but idk how much energy I have left in me. My heart cant seem to let her go. I hate it. I want her but i dont its crazy. My heart and mind are fighting this battle of love. Love is so confusing.
