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Ever since I was a small girl I always fantasized about having sex with other women. By the time high school came around my feelings grew stronger and stronger…but this isnt a coming out story… it is about my first girlfriend. I waited till I was 18. After having a boyfriend I couldn;t hold it in much longer and had to tell him that I had no feelings towards him. It wasn;t that he was a bad person, he actually treated me like a princess, but I just wasn;t physically attracted to him. So one day on myspace I find this girl who is on my friends list but have never talked to. It just so happened that she was online at the same time I was. We instantly had a connection. I was 18, femme, hispanic/white and she was 27, white, jewish (what is funny is that another one of my gf;s after ended up being Jewish also, but did not make the connection until recently. Of course i was nervous at first, but she was the exact opposite and very confident so it gave me the opportunity to explore my lesbian wild side, which completely took over me. Today, I am a stud. I actually started slowly transitioning to a stud in the ary, and now rarely don female clothes, although I do still wear them sometimes when I go visit my ex. One day We are talking and I tell her that I am both attracted to studs and femmes. As long as they have the right personality and is 100% female, it doesnt matter what she dresses like because when you take her clothes off she is still going to have those female parts. So she the tells me that she can;t imagine herself doing that and that she doesnt see how other people can do it. I then remind her that (when I am not in a relationship of course…I highly frown upon cheating, and to this day she has remained a good friend with benefits) I am a stud, actually, more of a stud than her, and she has sex with me all the time. She then replies…”Well, it’s different between us.” and when i asked her why she can never give me a straight answer and to this day i still remain the first and only stud she has sex with. Why this is? I have no idea. Maybe somebody here can help explain this to me. But even though we have argued and physically fought… to this day she has remained my longest friend…the only ex for that matter that is still my friend.

Guest Post Sent In From: Sam M
Email: morasarmy@yahoo.com
Age: 21
Location: Miami, FL