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My story is my own I guess. I am a 15 year old bi-female and very proud. I am not confused and very much know what I want I guess I knew all along. My story goes like this I realized what I liked at a very young age 6-8 yrs old. I knew I liked the softness the smell, there looks all types of feminity from girls especcially older women, and i would often stare memorizing everything about them captivated at 6 this wasnt wierd to me. I also knew I liked the hardness of boys it was nothing new I knew it and accepted it I just did not have a word for it. Certain things had happened in my life at a young age I was sexually and physically abused it has all been settled and i’ve been able to move on with my life. But I had a moment in my life where I thought did I want to abuse girls like I had been abused of course not but for a while it weighed on my mind. I had been bullied in elementary school and junior h.s.. When I got in 6th grade I heard someone call me a dyke, the girl noticed me checking her out I didnt know what that was and of course she explained to me a dirty perverted lesbian. All I thought to be normal just wasnt to society I mean a s a little kid I knew somehow not to say anything. I mean I didnt see girls and girls holding hands nor did I see guys and guys I thought I was the only one. I denied until I had my first real voluntary kiss with a girl that year, the next year i fooled around and learned some girls like different thing to pleasure i just wouldnt so anything orally i had only been with 2 girl and i was saving doing something orally with someone i loved and i didnt love them. It was everything i thought it would be I loved girls and I love guys to I loved the feel of both. I looked it up I found out I was bi-sexual. I fell in love with an older girl 5 yrs older very beauty to this day I love her. That is when I knew I couldnt deny it I was proud. I was flamboyant but if someone asked I gave them a straight answer either yes or I don’t feel I have to answer you or no answer at all. I told my parents they still love me but it is very tense around the subject they think I am confused and that I will chose. I assure you I am not and will not chose. Now I am 15 and a freshmen in h.s. I have an older bf(18 actually), but I still love girls older women actually I know what I want but I still have alot of growing to do…and I know I will always be this way and always love my first love, thats my story not much but its my own.

Guest Post Sent in By: bi-girl pride
Age: 15
Location: USA
Website: lbgt-bipride-youth