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Where shall I start without feeling like an idiot? Like any typical teenager I had a myspace, where one day i ran into this very pretty well actually beautiful girl. I decided to talk to her so I did whatever I could to get her attention which wasn’t that difficult. She had a gf but that didn’t stop me we started talking daily 24/7 pretty much and as the weeks went by we both started getting feelings for each other. She wasn’t so far from where i live, like 45 minutes or so. We suddenly started dating and I really wanted to meet her but somehow she made up excuses every time we planned to.

Months went by and I started falling in love with this girl that I hadn’t even met! The fact that something always had to come up would make me mad. I honestly always thought she could’ve been a fake on myspace, but I would soon get over it b/c this girl had me in love crazy in love. To me she was the most beautiful girl in this planet, she completely changed my entire life around i became a bumm bcus of her I would rather stay home and talk to her than going out with my friends.

8 long months went by and this girl still drove me crazy, we had planned hanging after work and once i asked for her address sh said she would text me it, but she didnt she said I couldn’t show up b/c she’s tired of making excuses and lying to me. So she finally confessed and told me that wasn’t really her pictures on myspace, boy was I crushed but I saw it coming. You’d think I’d leave and stoop talking to her? But nope that wasn’t the case yeaah i was upset but i truly loved this girl with my entire soul even if she tore my heart after lying for 8 long months.

Til this day my heart hurts badly because she played with my emotions all along, I want to get over her but I can’t . I just wish time can go by fast and just forget about her but it’s hard, I try not talking to her but that never works out. :/

Guest post sent in  by: Michelle
Age: 17
Location: Texas