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hi my name is Janice and I lost my partner after 17yrs of being together and it hurts and people don’t seem to understand that this May its been 4yrs and her birthday was on the 15th of may and she passed away on the 22nd May and I had her funeral on the 30th May so May is a hard month and if that’s not the only thing I have to deal with me and louise moved down from kemsey 6yrs ago and louise passed away 13 months after we moved down here she passed away in the house in our bed and that’s hard to deal with and ive struggeled to keep this house going and now they’e sold it on me so I have to move out ,the promblem is I don’t want to leave cause my baby died here and I havant got the money to move and me and louise have a dog each ,ive had mine for 15yrs and louise gave her to me and then I gave her a dog and its 10yrs old and I don’t want to lose them ;and wen me and louise moved into here it was easier to get help with the bond cause there was 2 of us but now its hard and there saying I have to be out by the 15th of May witch isnt long,and because there was only me and louise we just lived our life for and with each other its cause with the life style me and louise had we didn’t get to meet very many good people in our lifes that’s why I have no one to turn to wen I need help because I go out of my way to help people and wen my backs turned im taking out the knives that are in my back so that’s why me and louise just had eachother and now she gone im so lonley ive got no one to rely on I no a lot of people but no one I can rely on and that’s bad cause me and louise didn’t no any other gay woman I suppose if we did they would of supported me but I don’t know how to meet people and and im so lonley ive got noone to turn to I just wish me and louise went out into the gay society and meet people and maybe I wouldn’t feel like this I don’t know wat to do im sorry for putting my promblem s onto you thanx for listening janice