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i don’t recall the very first time. i wish i did. maybe i’d know why i grow attached so easily to so many, why every single person i come across has to matter. wanting, reaching out, being overwhelmed, hearing “you’re scary” (or WORSE) then losing ppl to the world. if never nurtured it doesn’t grow, [...]

she breaths, she walks, she sometimes talks,

she burns inside

it shows, it grows, by mere luck it doesn’t explode

but still eats her alive

they know, she knows, it’s wrong

there’s never a place to hide

she moves, they move, she moves with them

then they move on their own

and she always stays behind

it sucks, it hurts, it’s never the same

once [...]

i am feeling so alone. wishing i had her arms wrapped around me. little kisses in my forehead. her cheeks caressing my face. her lips slowly moving toward my own. her tongue demanding access. me denying it (teasing) then parting for her welcome intrusion. hands caressing my back, then holding my arms firm, posessively, letting [...]