I was 32 and I had come to peace with the fact that I would be alone forever. I had done the “lesbian scene” in my mid twenties and gladly took my last bow when I turned 3o. The bars weren’t me, the clique’s weren’t me, the 3 degrees of separation wasn’t me, so who [...]
I thought it was a numbers game…I was actually quite positive, but then I’m almost always sure I’m right…I can say “almost” now because here at the beginning of my fourth decade, I’m finally starting to outgrow the need to always be right. And, by the way, for the record, I was definitely wrong. Oh, [...]
I was with men most of my life, though not happily. Men never satisfied me, although I satisfied them- big deal! Anyway, I was with this 1 guy and he decided he wanted a threesome with me and another woman, who I ended up finding online. We were together once. She and I could and [...]
I allowed the very first woman that told me she loved me to lower my goals and ambitions Allowed her to define my worth Even though her definition was below my very existence I redefined myself on her conditions Even when I love you Became I hate you ho*s and bit*hes Battle scars began to [...]
